Growing Together

Fourteen years old graduating eighth grade
This boy that I really love still doesn't notice me
Maybe one day he will, but just not right now

Eighteen years old and graduating high school
I told this boy that I really loved him, and he was shocked
Maybe one day, he will love me back, just not right now

Twenty-two and graduating college
I love this boy to death and I give up on him
I notice he doesn't want anything to do with me

Twenty-two and this boy dies in a car crash
And my love for him still lasts even though I gave up
I cry and cry for the boy that never loved me

They read from his notebook, that he never told anyone about
And very teary eyed and sad I manage to listen
The man started to speak and I looked up, he starting reading

I'm fourteen years graduating 8th grade
I love this girl with all my heart
But she doesn't even notice me, Maybe one day she will

I am now graduating high school
And the girl I love told me she loved me
I wanted to tell her I loved her back but I couldn't because I was so happy

Now I'm twenty-two and the girl I love is gone
I love her so much, more than you can imagine
This is my last entry, I cant live without my baby's love.

The room goes silent and I start to ball
He didn't get into a car crash, he committed suicide
And all just because of me,

I am now twenty-two without the man I love
But knowing that he loved me just as much as I loved him
I can live with his love