I miss you so much

When u left I missed you so much,
When I first meet you I was sure you were just a crush,
Then I realized you were the first guy that made me blush,
Every time I was with you, you put a smile on my face,
A smile no one could erase
And life felt so wonderful with you by my side,
I canâ??t say it was love at first site,
Because when you where there I ddid??t think it was love,
But now that you are gone I fell so sad,
And mad that I let you go,
But ever since you left there has not bin one moment that I havenâ??t thought of you,
And the thought of being with somebody else just feels wrong,
And every minute that goes bye makes me miss you more an more,
Life with out you is so empty,
And now that I think about it I think I am in love with you,
And the feelings I have for you are so different from others,
An I realized that pain in my heart is my love for you,
And I never felt that before,
You made me feel that,
And at times it hurts, but itâ??s so sacred,
And maybe that was the reason I coulcould see it,
I love u and even though your not here to see that,
My love for you will still remain the same,
But without all the pain.