One more time

It wasnt meant to be this way
Now Im left with a million and one words to say.
I dont know how I could love you
But thinking on it now, I really still do.
Nothing was ever what it really seemed
It was always this or that, or what did he mean?
Scribbling in my notebook, all the thoughts of you.
Love, hate, regret, remorse, longing, and fear
Its gotten to the point where I cant even look in the mirror.
Everything was just a big misunderstanding, never trust your dreams
My pillow is so full of tears and silent screams
I miss you so much, I hope you know
I love you too much, to just let you go.
So hear me out just one last time
You know youve got me speaking in rhyme.
Just one more time...one more time