These lies

This sinking feeling inside of me,
It grows every time I hear her talk.
I can no longer trust her.
I just sit there and wonder:
Is this one of her lies again or not?

These lies are not impressive,
When will she give them up?
To know that a friend lies
It's a shame.
It's a shame to know she is a bluff,
When you would much rather deny it.
To hear all of these hilarious stories,
When I know they are not real.
I am so completely annoyed,
Because I will never completely know if it's real.
These lies are just painful,
They aren't impressive,
But I know that's not how she feels.
These lies are not her,
They are taking over.
And making her not the real her.

I cannot deny it any longer,
I cannot listen any longer.
Because inside this really hurts.