Just because I'm not crying doesn't mean I'm ok

You came to me like an angel
Saving me from my suicide. You
Said I was meant to be alive,
Just so you could love me, as
No one did, or does anymore.
I felt my soul lift up, be a part
Of yours for that blessed time
Of our lives. One whole, happy
Year before you shot that arrow
Through my heart, ripping it in two
And tearing through my soul
Which had once been blissfully
Entwined with yours. You could
Have been gentle, but I do not
Shed tears. I keep it inside,
Eating away at me, chewing up
The already broken pieces of
My heart. Life without you is
Unthinkable, I can't do it.
So I take the easy way out.
If I can't live without you,
I just can't live.

**by the way, my poems aren't exactly what I really feel, they're just poems I thought up. I'm not gonna kill myself and I'm prefectly happy n in love with my boyfriend still. I just thought it was a good poem to write.