A part of me

The day you left.Was the worst day of my

life.The world turned cold.You left me

alone.Feeling like I had nowhere to go.I

felt out of place in my own home. I shed

many tears and wished you were still

here.Although it wasn't my fault I carried

so much guilt.For I wasn't there to answer

your call.I remember thinking how could

this be.How could somebody take you away

from me?As they engraved your name and put

you to rest.My heart began to break.It felt

as if I couldn't breathe.I wondered what

would you say if you could tell me one last

thing.I then knew you wouldn't want me to

feel this way.So I sucked it up,put on a

smile and acted as if it were all ok.What

no one could see was the pain I held within

me.The pain so intense I wanted to scream.

I bite my lip and grind my teeth knowing

you'll always be apart of me.