I Apologize

I feel so drained,
Being driven insane,
Harsh overeactions,
Driven by satisfaction,
Never reached,
Walls of protection, breached,
Holding on for dear life,
Nasty sweat from my strife,
On a rollercoaster,
Being the child poster,
And overwhelming rush,
Brought on by deep red lust,
And then I see,
Its you and me,
With passion beyond,
But you held strong,
While I spiraled,
I was worth while,
We shared our love,
I'm so undeserving of,
The things you give,
So please forgive,
This action of,
Giving up this love,
To live happily,
Do you understand me?
Pleasure with pain,
Burnt skin in the rain,
Tingly but it hurts,
Like unspoken words,
So I apologize,
For saying good-bye.