You don't know what its like to feel
The way I do each day
Afraid of losing you
If I say what I must say
I'm holding on to memories
Of things gone and past
Holding on to dead emotions
Just hoping they'd last
I don't want to let go
Of the perfect person in my mind
The only one who makes me smile,
Who's just as loving as is kind.
The one who made me feel
That I was worth it all
Every ounce of his time
Every word at his call
I guess I'm just amazed
At how much one could change
When just yesterday we were best of friends
And now it's all to strange
The way you just don't care
If tears fall from my eyes
Or that you can't tell what's wrong
Beneath this smile of lies
I'm just so angry and hurt
With everything you've done
The things you'd do that ruin my nights
And spoil my days of fun.
And everyone's right when they say
You don't deserve me, not one bit ,
But I think I deserve you
After all I've put up with.
I know you're not worth it,
Having a place in my heart
You were the one who made it whole
And now you're tearing it apart.
Why do we play this silly game
That I just cant help but lose
This silly game of love
That you know is just a ruse.
Just end it now and cease the hurt
Instead of just leading me along
My tears can't help but flow
Like the tragic melody of a song
I cant help but feel worthless
Everyday that passes by
To know that I need you just a little
Before I can get up and live a day of a lie.
