How Come???

I miss him soo much
So Badly
Wish I could bring him back
Wish it could have been me
What was so great about the navy
What was so great you left New York
Left your home
Left you friends
Left your family
Left your girlfriend
I miss you
It's so hard to go on everyday without you
My Heart doesn't know how to love again without you
Four years of laughter,arguements,love,and being together as one
Five years of friendship
One year of you gone in the navy
All the years that brought me to life
You showed me how to live again after death
You showed me not to dwell on what was
That I could live my life the way it should be led
You told me my grandmother was an angel and she was protecting me
But how come when everyone says that
You are my angel
I can't deal
I breakdown and cry
I breakdown and wish you had never died
I wish you were here again
So my life was happy
And I knew what living and moving on meant again
But I want you to know
No matter how sad or miserable I am
I still and always will Love You
Robert James Ross
Rest In Peace
01-24-86 Til 11-16-06