I Don't Want To;I Don't Want U To

I don't want to love u but I do.
I don't want to want u but I know I need to.
I don't want to face these feelings but I know they r true.
And I especially don't want to be scared to belive u!

I don't want u to love me.
I don't want u to think about me cause I know it makes u feel lonely.
And thats somethin I especially don't want u to be.

I don't want to dream of u cause it makes me feel worse.
And I don't want u to like me cause u always put me first.

I don't want to talk about u cause it makes me miss u more.
I especially don't want u to feel bad when i walk out the door.