Why do i still love you?

Why do I still love you?
Why do I even care?
You always hurt me,
And never even knew!
I hate that it ended this way,
even though it was the best way.
People thought we wouldn't last,
and they were right.
I wanted to prove them wrong,
Even though I never could.
Why?
You left me here to cry all night,
And sob over your deadly name.
I hate you so,
That I canâ??t let you go.
I donâ??t hate you at all,
Not even a little bit.
I love you till the day I die.
You are my ex,
My enemy,
My friend,
And my love.
Yes I donâ??t which one you are more,
But I do know that you are all of them.
My tears say your name,
when they fall down my cheek,
And onto the floor.
Yes now I am mostly over you,
But the doll I have from you,
Is the last thing I own from you.
No chain,
No watch,
No jacket that is too big for me,
But just a doll.
A doll that resembles our love.
The doll you have is the last thing that you own of me.
You use to have my heart,
But now is locked away,
From terrible boys like you!
Why do I still love you?
Why do I still care?
I donâ??t know,
But my heart is saved for you.

To David. You broke my heart so now its locked away.trying to mend itself without the love of you. Love Always Celina.