Why do you do this?

It was four years ago,
the first time we've met.
I never would have guessed,
that you would steal such a big part of my heart.

We started of as friends,
then we began to send messages every day.
My feelings for you began to change,
I was starting to fall in love with you!

And then it happened, we kissed, we made love.
For a few months we were really happy,
I felt you really loved me too!

Then things began to fall apart.
You didn't call me anymore and started to ignore me.
That really hurt me!
Months went by and the only times I heard from you was at night when you were drunk.
I kept hoping that you would come back to me.
But still you treated me bad and made me feel like your toy.

Then the moment came when I found someone new.
This time it was a guy who really loved me with all his heart.
We moved in together and it was really great.

One night I saw you again and you came over to me.
You said you were sorry about the way that you treated me back then.
That you still loved me and that you should have never let me go!
I didn't now what to say!
These were the words I longed to hear from you years ago.

Why now? When i was in a good relationship?
From that moment memories of you began to return.
I felt confused, why would I still think of you when I already had someone who loved me?

I realized I still loved you, although you hurt me so many times.
Now I've ended my relationship because I can't get you of my mind.
When I told you that you acted really cold. Like you didn't care.
Is it happening again?

Now I'm all alone and thinking of you.
You were the reason I broke it of because you told me you still loved me?

Why do you keep playing these games with me?
Why do you keep playing with my mind?
Why do you keep breaking my heart?
Why do you keep on lying to me?

I'm mad at you because I keep falling for you time after time.
And I still hope that someday we'll be together.
Because I can't get over you!