The same words with different meaning

It hurts so much
to know you want her more
i feel i won't ever be complete
like i just cant compete
i mean, i know shes great, but i love you so
i want u to stay, please don't go
I've confessed and pleaded so many times
now I'm spilling out my inner thoughts into rhymes
i wish once more i could feel ur fingers laced into mine
feel that comfort that you are mine
but that happiness is gone, i knew it wouldn't last
that joy has faded away
and sorrow has come to pass
now I'm crying inside but smiling on the out
pretending to be ok, but I'm filled with doubt
i want to feel your arms around me
i want to feel like someone really cares
cares about my hope and well-being
and can reassure me they'll always be there
u stood so tall and mighty to me
as if together we would;d always be
but after those three words passed you lips surface
new love and lost lies began to resurface
now i watch u talk to her
the way i wish u would me
i watch you look at her
and say together you'll always be
the same thing u told me
the same thing i believed