What i Want

Times passing by ever so slow
I know how the past can hurt
Dwelling on what I know
I kicked around the dirt

Felt around, feeling new
Iâ??m still scared to move on
Because the old comfort with you
That I happened to just stumble upon

What if things donâ??t come back
What if things about me get lost
I wont give up the slack
But everything has to be the cost

Lose the old me
Lose what I used to be
Lose the old me
Lose everything I used to see

He used to be my everything
My everything

Its hard putting yourself out there
When testing your heart
To settle with someone just here
Could be what tears me apart

He loses my attention span
I cant devote my all
When he goes for my hand
I push and fall

Heâ??s not what I want
Heâ??s not what I need
I know what I want
I know who I need

That guy gives me a sense of relief
Not because heâ??s easy
Heâ??s the kind who gives you no grief
But we still play and tease

He makes me melt
Heâ??s everything that Iâ??ve ever felt