I Still Love You

Trying to make you jealous
Trying to make you see
I\'m trying so hard not to break
While your still watching me

I tried denial
I tried to move on
You still hold my heart
When I thought it was long gone

Hidden away so far away from sight
When you snuck in and found it
Broke it,
Repair it
Just to break again
Why?

Do you enjoy playing with others feeling
Tossing them back and forth like a rag doll
Or is it just me?
Cause you know you can?

God I loved you
Love you still
You know I mean you
Don\'t pretend like you dint see me

I LOVE YOU!
I scream at the top of my lounges
I MESSED UP!
I scream louder

I fall on the fall with a razor in my hands
Cut your name into my leg
A broken heart lies next to me
With you face pressed into it

So is this how it is going to be from now on?
Apart from one another?

Two lonely souls
Two broken hearts
Two separate people
With two separate paths?