Living

The darkness that consumes you
Keeps me from the memory so bold
I guess love isn't so uncomplicated
It's not kind it's selfish and it's cold

And when I say these things that you won't hear
I hope you feel me writing them down
Because I take the time to love you still
Such a shame how you don't want me around

I wish she knew how I felt, how she kills me
If she knew I cried would she give you back
Would she let go if she knew how I loved you
You can't sit there and watch my world fade to black

Can't be human to just sit and let me die
I'm fading away my skies faded to grey
A long time ago and I really wish you to know
That I'd give anything to hear you say (my name)

I loved it when told me you were falling in love
You told me not to be scared then you ripped me apart
You attacked me and took me down then you
Kicked me and slapped me and tore out my heart

And it couldn't stop there you went on
Dragged my broken bloody body behind
Then revived me just in time to beat me
And rape me and leave me numb and blind

And I longed for more I longed to feel alive
If she knew how I f.u.c.king cried
She would let go because I'm going out of my mind
And it kills me to know that you wont ever be
What's there for me to keep me alive