This pain is not only unbearable, but frustrating, and quite confusing.
This lack of life, trembling within my bones, is almost greater then my love for you.
I knew when I let happiness drift away, you'd be the one I was losing
I was so foolish for believing that letting this go was the right thing to do
You looked at my fake scribbly heart, and loved a loser as your lover.
You looked past all the secrets I was ashamed to show, and saw only me
I regret letting it fall apart not knowing the pains I'd suffer
Stupid for my immature ways, I was blind, I wouldn't let myself see.