Constant Noise

I signed the waver
I printed my name
Unaware that all things
Would never be the same

I took a vacation
And was caught in mid-air
But now I'm on ground
In the depths of despair

At night my eyes pry open
It's impossible to rest
For you had been the one
To save me from distress

Each thought of you burns
As blame cards are dealt
My one and only wish
Is that these feelings would melt

You've given then taken
Left me with a void
Now in solitude I suffer
Drowning out pain with noise

The music elevates my spirits
While dragging me down
As my futile attempting soul
Tries making sense of the sound

All surroundings are blurred
But yet vivid they glow
My mind finally crashes
What else is there to know?

Maybe answers aren't required
And it should be left as a dream
Perhaps past wonder should remain
As a distant memory

The music replays and repeats
Endlessly with no hault
It seems that my entire life
Has been placed on default

Life moves on with no meaning
A zombie years out of the grave
And the only thing that survives
Is the music that'll never fade