Letting you go...

Was bitten by the sadness bug last weekend...found out that the guy I have loved for so long is going to be a father...probably you\'re wondering why sad..i guess im still hoping against hope that someday we will be together ,which is so funny because I thought I have moved on but it seems that I have not......Its just hard to finally realize that this time I really have to let go...give you up after so many years....you were the first person that made me feel the mystery of love, that made me happy and sad at the same time...I thank you for that. You are a great friend and I know that you will be a great father...