No Idea

U hav no idea
No idea wat u do 2 me.
My heart runs wild.
My thoughts cease.
My laugh gets louder
My smile gets bigger

But now I am gone,
Gone til next summer
My heart slows 2 a normal pace
My thoughts race thinking only of u
My laugh more muted
My smile less enthused.

U make me go insane in all the best ways
&& the saddest part is,
I'm not yours,
Your not mine
&& of my thoughts, u have no idea.