Because of you

In my head i hate you
for everything you did
but in my heart i love you
like without you i cant live
you cheated and you lied
but i stayed by your side
so why do i love you
after all this
maybe it's your touch
or the way that we kissed
when i was with you
i was somebody else
cause when i was with you
i could be myself
all these mixed feelings
and no clue what to do
isn't it funny
how it's all because of you
because of you
i'm in pain
because of you
i'm ashamed
and i have finally realized
that life's it's own game
sometimes you win
and sometimes you lose
and no matter how hard we try
there is nothing we can do
so you get what you get
and there's nothing you can do
so i need to move on
and find someone new
it's going to be hard
because you were mine
but you slowly slipped away
as the time went by
i always think of you
day and night
i almost cry now
everytime your in sight
so all i want you to know
is that i still love you
but all i wish
is that you love me to