I took the risk

There once was a time when i would spend every waking moment thinking of u,
about what you meant to me and what we used to do,
i would spend most nights crying myself to sleep,
coz i loved u but u didn\'t love me.
i would look at your picture and imagine being more than just friends,
now i don\'t have u at all, its funny how things turn out in the end
i tryed to blur the fine line between friendship and love,
done everything i possibly could of
by saying what i felt i made myself look like a fool,
u didn\'t have to say it i could tell it was true.
do you know how hard it is to love someone with all u have,
and for them not 2 even give a damn,
to wake up and feel this emptiness at the pit of your stomach even though you\'ve ate,
to have the worst feeling in ur heart, but u can never feel hate?
2 ave opened up to the person u luv most in the world, and for them to not even say one word.

its taking time but im finally cleaning the slate,
im gonna try and learn from all my mistakes
thats why ive deleted your number from my phone
and hid away the pictures of u i once owned.
i know i cant delete you from my heart altogether,
but this somehow makes me feel alot better,
i no longer have the temptation to txt or call,
or cry at the photo i had on my wall
im getting over you one day at a time,
it may take forever but forever is fine
coz im sure some feelings for you will stay with me,
probably for an entire eternity
the only problem is that i have on regret,
the day i said i love you i lost my best friend.

thanks for Reading my poem and please comment
i just wanna say that if something like this has happened 2 u never stop taking chances coz one day ull take the rite risk and ull have everything u ever wished for.