Broken hearts for broken minds

I am a secret,
Locked away in your heart,
You will never know how its torn me apart,

My heart dispises all your lies,
I'm sick of hearing bloody cries,

I sick of dying everytime,
My foot slips,
And I go toward the wrong sign,

I'm blind,
Locked in your soul,
I exist only in your twisted mind,

I hate how it's always your way,
It's always planned, ever heard of Come What May?

I just want to be free,
From your mind,
Why do you laugh at my plea?

I'd give my love to you if you let me live,
Though I'm dead I need you to give,

I need a little gap,
To scratch my way out,
Wake me from my endless nap,

I died at the wrong place,
On the wrong night from the wrong face.

I have to warn the next mug,
That's he's evil,
A killer, a thug...
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