How It Goes

Beyond this love
Where do I go?
Ever since you left
All I've had is hope

But hope is a falsehood
Though dreams are a bliss
And to think it all started
From that passionate kiss

But it all was an act
You played me well
In Nirvana before
Now residing in hell

I trusted you with everything
I gave you my soul
But then you abused it
Now I'm losing control

I'm screaming, I'm bleeding
As tears pour out of my eyes
Blaming myself for what's your fault
Why couldn't I see past your disguise?