There's this boy...and i kinda love him.

So there is this boy...and i kinda love him.
Current mood: crushed
Category: Romance and Relationships

I wish I had this boy.
But he hates me...
And wants nothing to do with me!

I love him.
But he doesn't feel the same

Most people know him...
And know who I'm talking about..
And I hope he does too.
I doubt it though.
He didn't even know who I was...
When he saw me!!
But he dated me for 5 months.

I would give ANYTHING to have him again
I pray to god everyday...
Just praying that I will have him back in my life.
And that he would share the same feelings I have for him..

But my prayer just isn't being answered!!
Maybe one day he'll realize that he really does love me..
but I doubt it.

I try everything I can to try and make him understand
How much I really love him
And I try to prove it to him every way possible..
But he just doesn't care!!
And it really hurts me.
Knowing that he doesn't love me
Like I love him

Maybe one day all this praying will pay off...
And he'll be mine.

I have never felt this way about anyone before..
And it is just hard to sit back...
While I love him..
He hates me and doesn't even have a care.

If I died tomorrow...
I bet he would be happy.
Cause I'm finally out of his life...
That's what you wanted wasn't it??
For me to stay out of your life...
And for you to have nothing to do with me anymore..

Yea when you told me that..
I don't think you understand how much that hurt me..
And tore me up inside.

By: Megan P.
8-17-06