I hate- A Love poem

I hate this
I hate vaulnerability
I hate love
I hate emotions

No, this is not normal
teenage angst
(obviously, I mean I'm 20 now)

I hate money
I hate obligations
I hate lonlieness
I hate that she's running

No, this is not a stereotypical
angry lesbian rant
(not that you believe me when
I say 'my long hair DOESN'T mean
I like penis' anyway)

I hate distance
I hate fighting
I hate war
I hate dandruff

No, this is not typical
suicidal poetry
(never once did I say I hate life
give me credit)

I hate leaving marks
I hate bleeding
I hate feeling pent up
I hate not releasing

No, this is not delusional
strung out junkies thoughts
(druggies are my anti-drug
what yours?)

I hate not knowing
I hate depression
I hate fakeness
I hate.... 'I hate poems'