Crying Herself To Sleep

Things arent what they always seem to be.
Why does life have to be so mean?
Now shes left crying herself to sleep.

I regret all things I did.
Making you cry how do I live?
At night your heart is beating,
But you wish it wasn't.
Tired of all the fighting and fussin.
When will it all stop?

Slow down.
Take a deep breath and relax.
But the tears keep flowing
Even when you try to hold it back.
The only thing on your mind is what he did,
All the bad feelings never appreciate what you give.

How he has his own agenda.
Doesnt pay attention to your feelings.
Now all you want to do is fight back.
And give him pay back.
But you know thats the wrong way to go,
Dont resort to being so low.

So low would make you just as bad as him
So keep on giving and loving
hoping for one day a turn around,
And when the day comes.
It's not as great as you hoped it would be.
The memory is still there of how he used to be.
Now all you have left is crying yourself to sleep.

Crying herself to sleep.
Things arent what they always seem to be.
Why does life have to be so mean?
Now shes left crying herself to sleep.

But on the flip side you realize.
Your not the only person who went through this.
He went through the same thing with you.

All the pain the memory but he's man.
So he kept it all inside
Didn't let it out as easily as you did.
So he's guilty measured with pain.

And it will stay that way.
Until something breaks.
And he has to make a change.

Till then keep ya head up.
Dont give up dont get fed up.
Thing will get better.

Meant to be.
Thats the way it suppose to be.
Love is destiny.
Problems occur the only way to get rid of them.
Is to get rid of him.
But thats not the solution because being lonley is no way to live.
So just be happy with what you have and find out one day...
You wont be crying yourself to sleep.
He'll be there to keep you company.

Crying herself to sleep.
Things are'nt what they always seem to be.
Why does life have to be so mean?
Now shes left crying herself to sleep.
-SilentxSoul