HIGH SCHOOL SWEET~ HEART

I IGNORED YOU,
NEVER GAVE YOU A CHANCE,
THEN SOMETHING INSIDE OF ME,
TOLD ME TO TAKE A SECOND GLANCE,

YA, ALL ADMIT IT,
YOU WERE REALLY CUTE,
BUT I WAS WAY TO SHY TO TALK TO YOU,
AND I COULD SEE YOU WERE TO.

I WOULD WALK DOWN THE HALLWAYS
AND ALL I WOULD SEE WAS YOU
I WAS SO SHY I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO

WE STARTED TALKING
THEN HANGING OUT
THATS WHEN I KNEW I STARTED TO LIKE YOU, WITHOUT A DOUBT

I STARTED TO HANG OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS
AND EVERYTHING WAS LOOKING GOOD
THEN MY EYES WENT CLEAR
AND THIS IS WHERE I STOOD

2 AND A HALF YEARS OF UPS AND DOWNS,
LET ME TO A BAD BREAK UP
THAT STILL HURTS NOW

THRU THE DRUGS AND THE LYING
THRU THE HURT AND THE PAIN
I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO TRUST YOU AGAIN..

YOU CHEATED, I TOOK YOU BACK
BUT WHAT I REALIZED
IS THAT THE LOVE YOU ONCE HAD FOR ME, WILL NEVER COME BACK

PROM CAME AND YOU WERE MY DATE 2 YRS IN A ROW
AND I THOUGHT MORE YEARS OF FAKE HAPPINESS TO GO

I COULDNT TAKE IT, I KNEW WHAT I HAD TO DO
SO I BROKE IT OFF WITH YOU
EVEN THOUGH IT LEFT ME FEELING BLUE..

WHEN WE BROKE UP
I COULDNT BELIEVE WHAT YOU DID
DID IT MAKE YA FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU WERE ON THAT HUGE COKE BINGE?

DID IT MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD
TO GET A NEW GIRLFRIEND
AND TO KNOW THAT FOR SURE OUR REALITONSHIP HAS FINALLY CAME TO AND END?

WHEN I SAW YOU 2 TOGETHER
I THOUGHT OF THE WORDS YOU WOULD SAY TO ME \\\" I LOVE YOU FOREVER\\\"

HOW COULD YOU BE WITH HER
AND NOT THINK OF ME???

I THINK OF YOU ALL THE TIME
WHENEVER I HEAR YOUR NAME
IT BRINGS UP MEMORIES FROM THE PAST THAT WILL FOREVER LAST

I DUNNO WHAT TO DO
I DUNNO WHAT TO SAY
I JUST WANT TO MAKE IT THRU ANOTHER DAY

I WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE WITH OUT SAYING \\\" WHAT IF \\\"
WHAT IF I TOOK YOU BACK
WOULD IT BE THE SAME
OR JUST ANOTHER THING I WOULD HAVE TO BLAME

YOU WERE MY HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEART, MY BEST FRIEND
WHO I THOUGHT I WOULD BE TOGETHER TILL THE END..

NOW ITS MY SECOND YEAR OF COLLEGE
AND MY LIFE IS MOVING FAST
NOW I GOT TO THINKG ABOUT IS MY FUTURE AND NOT MY PAST..

YOU WILL FOREVER BE REMEMBERED
AS MY VERY FIRST LOVE
NOT A DAY GOES BY
THAT I DONT THANK THE GOOD LORD UP ABOVE

FOR BRINGING YOU INTO MY LIFE
THERE HAS TO BE A REASON
WILL I EVER FIND OUT?
I WILL NEVER KNOW
BUT ALL I GOTTA DO IS LET YOU OUT OF MY HEART AND LET MY FEELINGS GO....

~~ THIS POEM IS ABOUT A BAD BREAK UP WITH MY (x) BOYFRIEND WHO I WILL ALWAYS TRULY CARE ABOUT~~ ** PLEASE COMMENT **