I'm So afraid

I just don't know
How to say this
I'm so afraid
of what might happen

I look into your eyes
There you are, you look
deep into my eyes
and, unlike the other boys
you never look away.

I'm not ready for you to love me so much.
,but I'm afraid I'll loose you
If I don't hold onto you.

I'm Suprised you even talk to me
After what I did to you
,but you seem so happy to just have me around.

I'm so afraid
that you will leave my side
I'm so afraid
you'll stop looking into my eyes
I'm so afraid
that i'll wake up and you just want love me anymore.
I'm so afraid
that it makes me sound like I'm angry with you.

So then you get mad and you say something you don't mean.

So instead of rolling my eyes
I break down and cry.
and this makes me realize that
I Love you
more then words
can say
and I never want you to
go away!