How you left us two

Steven I love you
I always will
When I hear the rain
Beating down on my windowsill

I always think of you
And that one special night
We sat atop the old hill
Everything felt right

You were by my side
And I was in my place
Everything was great
Until you saw the look upon my face

You asked me what was wrong
And why I looked so bleak
And the only answer I gave you
Was a tear upon my cheek

You asked me again
And waited a while
I know what you wanted
You were waiting for a smile

I told you right then
This was not the time or place
I loved you more than life itself
But couldn\'t get the look off my face

There was something I couldn\'t tell you
A secret that laid inside
Little did I know
It was much too hard to hide

So I confessed what had happened
I sobbed the whole time
I wish you would understand
That I wanted you to be mine

But instead of comfort or love
You repaid me with a kiss
You told me this was goodbye
You didn\'t realize what you would miss

So on that starry night
I sat atop the hill
Thinking of what you had done
And thinking of my pill

You said you wouldn\'t leave
If this had happened to me
But I just knew you would
So now you finally see

So when I have your baby
And name him after you
I\'ll always think of that night
And how you left us two