We used to be best friends,
and maybe even a little more.
Though we did everything together,
I didn't know you to the core.
I thought you were sweet and understanding,
but I was very wrong.
After what I've read and saw,
I couldn't stay as strong.
Remember that survey that I sent
and it asked "what would I do without you?" I answered "I would be alone," and you said you wouldn't know what to do.
I was surprised when you sent her that same survey that was meant for me and you,
and more hurt when you sent me your chats and those "iloveyous."
I didn't think Id ever feel this way, about YOU before, but now that it's actually happening- I now know for sure.
I know I was stupid to not notice the feelings that I kept, but the fact that you moved onto her was really hard to accept.
It's my fault since I've had my chance, but it was you that told the lie. You said we would be best friends forever but you haven't noticed that I've cried.
You said you'll be there for me,
at any time, any place.
But now that I need you more than ever, you've been staring into space.
If you cared so much for me those 3 years and so,
then why have you moved on so easily and been there for her high and lows?
It's as if you were only my best friend because you had those lingering feelings for me
but now that you've moved on and is by her side, does it mean we're not meant to be?
