My day was horrible, everything went wrong, everyone was irritating me, work really wore me out, my head was ringing with anger and frustration, i had to start on the bills, i run downstairs into my room and slam the door, walking over to my bed i realized it was made, turning around i fall onto the soft smooth matress, i lay in my bed starring into the black pillow screaming, i let out a deep exhale of energy, the sound of my fan blowing cool air on my face relaxes me, i grab the thin gray sheet and pull it over myself, falling asleep on my bed was easy for the first time, as i lay in bed thinking of all the horrors of the day a figure cuts in and i find out its her =), I'm now in a deep sleep, i'm no longer in the world, now i'm with her and it's not the world, it's bliss. we're sitting in my old treehouse this time, no rope ladder for anyone to come up or go down, i look through the wooden window and see tall pine trees, and a great long lake, i could smell all the same smells and feel the hot breezy air, then i turn around and she's there, looking at me. i look in her eyes and all the surroundings around me stray away, i know she's the only thing close and the only thing i need with me, we intertwine our fingers and hold hands, she has a tight grip meaning for me to not let her go, we're now standing by the window looking over the horizon, me standing behind her holding her hands, i move my head over to the left and kiss her gently on her neck, she smells so good, it's the best thing in the world, i can hear her whispering to me, about sweet nothings, sometimes i wish i could hear her voice all the time. i don't think she realizes how much i love her, it\'s very much indesribable, she turns around and wraps her arms around my neck, i then have chills running down my spine and butterflies in my stomach, we kiss and light beams everywhere, as if the rays of the sun had moved straight over the tree house and into the window, when we kiss, it lasts until sunset, it feels to good to be true, as we stop she would just grab onto me and not wanting to let me go, i wrap my arms around her as reassuring as i can, we hold each other mostly till dawn, i try to grab her hand, but she has become transprarent, her body fades away as well as the surroundings and the smells and the feeling, all i can feel now is my bed, the cold air, and the pillow, all i could smell was my room, axe pheonix and a candle, all i could hear was matt walking up to me, and all i could see was the puzzled look on his face while he askes me, "were you just dreaming?" and i reply "yes matt, very much so" =)
