My First

My first love or is it love?
can I trust my heart to one of you
again or will you break into pieces like a jigsaw puzzle? is this someone gonna play with my mind & confuse me? Get Wat he wants and just use me.... I've been hurt too many times around to fall to the ground & be dismantled...
I dont want to feel and or be lonely in a huge place like this, like everyone looks at me but doesn't want me in a way i do...
They dont want a relationship but,all they want is relation!Am I or am I not that SPECIAL SOMEONE!!!!