I love you for the way you used to look into my eyes when we first got together.
It was like your eyes filled all the empty spots in mine an made all my problems I once had seem like they never happened.
I for once finally felt complete an actually wanted to be loved by someone I dreamed to be with.
It was like a fantasy that actually came true, I couldnt have been more happier.
I remember the endless nights an days we stayed awake just talking about random s**t.
At first we both fell so strong into each others arms, it all happened so quickly.
Then all at once I was being decieted an disrespected by the only person I thought would never.
I was so confused, I was like what did I do so wrong to be treated with such hate but at the same time with so much love, I thought maybe that was what love was all about.
I thougth to myself one night if this is what love is all about-I dont want any part even if there was so much I had to throw away an so little to be hurt by because the little things that hurt me made a big damn difference an I had to go.
While visiting him in jail, I saw the one who made my knees weak an I didnt know wether I should just keep moving forward an not look back or to forgive him
I forgave him an we put the past behind us an we just wanted to look forward an start from there.
It started all over the sleepless nights of talking on the couch to catch up on times we had missed while seperated even though a lot of what we missed didnt nessacarly make us happy though.
We now look back an laugh with each other about certain topics.
It was again like we were the only two people on earth that existed.
Just him an I, happier than even the first time.
It was so great an I love him for understanding as well in return.
He loved me back for forgiving.
I didnt then think anything could seperate us.
I look deep into his eyes an see no gaps or wholes in my eyes anymore.
He has filled them in again an put all my troubles, pains, an hurts back underground.
It was alll gone again as well as I did for him.
We were both whole, we were again finally one.
It was the most happiest thing for us- we were finally happy again.
