My Apology

How did we lose the love that we once had for each other? There was a time when I would die to just be with you and now I canâ??t wait to part. Things have really gone astray Iâ??m truly sorry for not being the man that I need to be, please know that I love you and I will never stop loving you. You mean so much to meâ?¦ my heart will beat like it has before and it will throb like the first time I kissed you, you are my life my love, my everything. My heart aches just trying to describe you, how you out shine the stars and how your kiss is as gentle as a fresh breeze off the coast or how your sensuality is as subtle as a rose right after a light rain. You mean the world to me, when Iâ??m not with you I find myself trying to not miss you but your presence is necessary to me you have become my air my life support my essence of being. Please forgive me; I donâ??t know what I would do without you. Just picturing you looking at me with your eyes itâ??s like looking into the center of a storm when everything is going wrong on the outside and work is getting tough when I look into those eyes I see calmness and then I see the confidence that you have in me the trust that you put in me, and I know that without that I would not be half the man I am today. Thank you Baby for completing me, without you nothing makes sense and even though it seems as if I take advantage of you I will never to you for granted I appreciate you and all the things that you do for me, donâ??t think that for one second that you donâ??t have a purpose. You are a strong faithful woman of God and he will use you for his purpose, I love you.