You're never there

Why do you leave me?
Do you not love me?
Do you not want me?
I have all these things I want to ask you,
But you're never there.

When you go away I miss you,
I miss being with you,
Touching you,
Holding you,
But even when you're here,
You're never there.

When you're here,
You're eyes scorch me,
You're lips burn me,
You're touch melts me,
I want you here forever.

I want you to love me,
You've said it before long ago,
Is it still so?
I don't see how it can be,
I need to know.

When you're here I want to ask you,
Want to strip everything away,
Until it's just me and you,
No one else,
Just us.

But you look at me with blue eyes,
And I ache for you,
And everything falls away,
Until I can't remember anymore,
What it is I wanted to say.

I love you,
I want you,
I need to be with you,
But at the end of it all,
You're never there.