Believing aa lie

Sometimes I cant even go to bed
Because when I close my eyes
All I can see is you in my head

I dont think one day has gone by
That you havent crossed my mind
Every time I remember, I cry

How can you have meant so much to me
And I have meant nothing to you

I was so blind there was so much I didnt see

Its like I was lost
And didnt know what to say
Whenever you held me close

I just wish I would never had come to realize
The whole time I thought u cared
I had been believing a lie