I hate my self for what i did,
i hate my self for what i said,
but life goes on, just not for me,
cuz life to me, was love and ease,
and now thats gone, so am i,
cuz with out him, my life is dim,
theres no one else, whom i can trust,
and no one else, who loved me that much,
but now he's gone, cuz of what i said,
and all i wish is i was dead,
but if i could, I'd take him back,
treat him good, and with respect,
so i dont have to deal with pain,
but with lots of love, to prove what i've gained,
I cant believe i said those things,
i cant believe i couldn't leave it be,
so now I'm lost, and cant be found,
until the day he turns around,
forgives me for all that i did,
and once again, let me live,
till the day i die, with him by my side,
together forever with that wonderful guy!!!!!!
