Heart to broken heart

You've caused me so much heartache
I don't know where to begin
You've turned my world upside down
It's like you've slit my skin

Because then I see you walk with her
And tears roll down my face
With that beautiful girl as your very best friend
You must think that I'm a disgrace

Really, why would you ever want to choose me?
I'm really nothing special
But truth be told, I'm starting to crack
cause I know I'm not that beautiful

My friends all have their pick of guys
Who all really adore them
They deserve it, they're great, they tell me I am too
So why do I have this problem?

But back to you, O confusing one
I need to hear the truth
Are you just a typical guy messing with my head?
cause I know you won't leave with a poof

Can't you see me now? I'm dying inside
And it's all because of you
One minute my life starts, another it ends
Why do you do the things you do??

I can't go on with this for long
The waiting is so hard to bear
When you smile at me, I really feel loved
But when you leave, I feel no one cares

I really can't describe how I feel
So I'm sorry if you don't understand
Wait a minute!! You really should
cause you hold my heart in your hands