Jelous

I see you sitting there,
Smirking as you play.
He laughs in time with you,
And all I can do is glare.
All I wanted, I all needed,
Is what you have.

I am what is left of the darkness,
A chilled heart in a blaze of fire,
A black rose in a field of daisies.
I'm crying on the inside,
Laughing on the outside,
Dying on the inside,
Smiling on the outside.
And no one knows but me.

No one knows but me..

The pain in my heart,
Its finally real.
I look down,
The buck kinfe in my chest.
It was all because of {y.o.u}