I want but I can't...

Each morning I see you,
You charm me with your smile.
You never fail to say Hi,
And all that drives me wild.

You are so close,
But so far at the same time.
I try to avoid you,
Since when was loving you a crime.

Why had it come to this,
My feelings for you are true.
Here I am wondering,
Didn't you get the clue.

Now I'm thinking of you,
It gives me this adrenaline rush.
I would get over you easily,
If it was some pathetic crush.

I never feel this way before,
This feeling is completely new.
I know you're out with some other girl,
And here I wish you knew.

Sometimes it is hard,
To tell how you feel inside.
Now you're taken by some s****,
This feeling is something I have to hide.

I want to hate you,
But it is so hard.
I have no reason to do so,
Now I shall fix the pieces of my broken heart.

Don't torture me anymore,
I simply can't stand it.
I am blinded by this illusion,
A whole lot of bullshit.

I guess I am a fool,
To have fallen for your charms.
But I still spent some time,
Picturing myself in your arms.

I simply can't get over,
You and this feeling.
The pain will live on,
And I'll try to give you my blessing.

What did you see in that s***,
Is a great wonder.
She is known to be a b****,
Have you ever sat down and ponder.

I feel so dumb,
Having not made my move.
I guess I'm too late,
I'm sucha failure in love.

>>Hey all...this is a true poem...I know the rhyming seemed a bit forced and all..but never mind bout that...pls leave ur comments:)