Im sorry for what i did
i understand now why your doing it to me
my green eyes that you said you loved so much are Field with tears
i cant control my feelings any more
my love is here for you to take or leave
hurry fast because it might not last
its hurting to mask
i wish i could hold you like i always did be for
i wish i could tell you i loved you and say it clear
i want it to be like it was be for
just me and you
i will do what ever it takes
just tell me soon
i want to spend every day with you
i miss
summers with you
winters with you
fall with you
spring with you
and every day of the year
i miss
the way i usta look at you in class
the basket ball game that you payed no attention to me at
the same night i just had to make the first move
laying on the coach sent chills up my body
when i touched your back i was so scared
the day you asked me for my number and did not want to forget it and had to ask for a pen
the first time we hell hands
the night up to camp
the first night we kissed
the night my dad told you to go home
when it was so late
the night of school wee stayed up till 3
that was your birthday
sleeping in your lap on the way home
going 90 so i could be home on time
just so we could have an extra long nape
the first night we made love
it scared me so much
but i love when we are that close
nothing feels better
when we are making love
in the shower
in a bed
in a pickup
or any were we can land
are rides to the lake
your families food
your funny ways of making me feel better
Sunday breakfast
walks down the street
making you go to Church just so your mom would have a good day
you taking me shopping
and me picking out your offets
proms and balls
almost taking out a mouse
hours on end looking for the perfect dress
supper out or just a nice meal that we coked
you watching my soccer games i loved that the most
all the secrets i told you about my life
i could never go through that again
and most of all the unreal back rubs you give me no matter how long it takes
i always end up falling asleep
and i love the way you love my messy room
i want you and only you
forever and always
i don\\\'t care what any one says
i will tell them how it is
no more being nice
i love you with all my heart
i no now this was one of the biggest mistakes of my life
i cant turn back and i cant move a head
the only thing i have is the time to Waite
my love will always be true and pure
i want you all mine
i don\\\'t want to share
i can not change you
i can only change me
i will do whatever it takes
to make it work
