Complicated love

I always try to focus
on other things but you
its hard to know
that I fell for someone
as sweet and special as you

I look somewhere else
where I won't see your charming face
but every time I think of you
my heart beats start to race

I think of how it won't work
and it kills me hard inside
even thinking you dont care
with all your spiritual pride

It's complicated to love you
even more complicated to explain
I wish I could be in your arms
if only there was a way!!

I hate how you're far away
it hurts to know you're not here
I miss you oh so much
oh I want you near!!

you're what makes me smile
you're what keeps me going
I wish you were here to comfort me
and so that way i wont be so lonely

you're more than what I dream of
you're the perfect man to me
people think I'm insane
but they dont see what I see

but complicated love...
its so hard to deal,
if you were here
my heart would be healed

complicated love is so cruel
I wish there was no such thing
you're what makes me feel special
and you're so important to me

I hate how you're far away
and I mostly hate complicated love
because without you I'm nothing
I might as well just go up and above