Learn To Say Goodbye

I thought this would be easier
and i wouldnt feel like dying
i thought i didnt love you
but then why am i always crying

i cant get you out of my mind
you even haunt my dreams
each day i wake up praying
that your face will be the first thing i see

you think things would get easier
as the time passes by
but with each passing second
i realize that it's just another lie

a lie about your face
and those wonderful lips
a lie about the way you made me feel
and the perfect way you kiss

each lie tears me up inside
but so does being with him
i can only think of you
and while i do, his kisses make me cringe

everyone of his touch
and every time his lips touch mine
at those very moments something makes me flinch
then memories of you fill my mind

i cant keep thinking of you
all it does is kill me inside
i have to learn to move on
i have to learn to say goodbye