It goes.

Let me dispose of this fantasy,
Get it gone out of my conscious.
I need not to dream about you any longer,
I've realized I've never had you and never will.
Waste of my time is what you've become.
Can't enjoy this beautiful life,
Unless I thought for one second that maybe ,
Maybe you were here too, watching me.
What a pathetic little girl I have let myself become.
And all it took was a flirtatious look accompanied with you playing a love song.
Excuse me for believing it all,
Thinking it was all for me.
Foolish girl I am.
Don't think for one second a tear will fall just because you've denied me.
But do listen to every profane breath I take,
Because no one,
And I mean no one breaks this heart of mine.