I was raveled in a deep relationship with a person who never cared,
there was no looking into his eyes there was no spark no love only a distant glare,
loving me had never been a part of what we had,
the only thing involved was me always being upset and mad.
He broke it off and I was left with only an empty heart,
after him all my relationships with family and friends fell apart,
I was scared to love again so any boy who came into my life was ignored,
my love life was left torn battered and vividly left unexplored.
I sat in my room and did nothing but cry and and feel alone,
the only thing I had left was a silent unringing phone.
When I met you I was drifting off becoming something no one could love,
my eyes were always swollen and my wrist covered in scars and dried up blood.
I took a leap and gave love another chance knowing i could easily be hurt,
I had nothing but doubts and in the back of my head a place where negative thoughts lurked.
But when you grabbed my hand for the first time and held me close even when I did wrong,
told me that no matter what you were staying in my life and your feelings for me would stay strong.
I took a step back and looked into your eyes,
and instead of seeing a person willing to hurt me a seen a really nice guy.
So I'm writing this to tell you I'm sorry for all the shit I put you through,
I've been praying and asking for a miracle and I guess god handed over you.
