All love must die before we can be happy

Deep cuts buried in regret. realize your time has come. return to dust. i seek consciousness, breathe in ash. cemetery in a blaze. destroying loved ones with one small spark. sky turns gray, hearts remain black. and all love is lost.
take the bullet into your hand. feel the pain. give in to the power. and scream as you let it all go. into your den of anger. it's gone. incinerated. scarred flesh, no more beauty. she had none to begin with. my savior, a life that is to be wasted. and our kingdom is now destroyed. along with her beauty, forever nonexistent.
interrogated to a fault, i am forgiven. under your harsh and fiery eyes, only to fall victim to ice. ice inside you, a knife. i've fallen. victim to your eyes. a witness to my death.
deep cuts, the spyders find their way. creeping, crawling. eating away. accepting this horrific future, it's all i now desire. the flames, and the teeth that tear me apart.
scream in horror, devour that pleasure. sunken eye sockets, giving away to defeat. i bleed, then it is over. love is no more. we are now free. a new kingdom reigns. the bullet creates the wound. the knife finishes the job. [x4]
throw my remains away. let the spyders enjoy their final meal.