All i ever wanted of a love that wasnt there.

All i ever wanted
of a love that was never there
secretly yearning for it
to find out you'll never be there
the pain inside
i just cant stop
picturing you with her
is the worst thing to face.

Is it everything id imagined it would be?
does he hold your hand wherever you walk?
I just cant see why
why we couldn't be.
you and me together
is how i wanted it to be.

or maybe its just the fact
that yet again i set myself up
to see something that wasn't there.
i let my heart get ahead of me
and it'll never be the same again.

id give up anything
just to have you by my side
a love i could only ever dream of
but now is replaced with her face
of you both together
as happy as can be
how come you never gave me a chance?
i know we would fall in love.

so i guess ill try to forget
everything i thought to be
and face the fact
that your gone.