Because there is you

Hey this is my first so tell what ya think!

When we talk my mind goes fast,
Because of words you spoke in the past,
Sometimes I wish I never said,
What lied deep inside my head,

Things that happened not long ago,
Hold me back from telling you more,
It all felt great for a month or two,
But all came crashing so very soon,

Through the night my mind never rests,
From conversations that were the best,
But from the best they go to worst,
Whats wrong with me? Am i cursed?

No that couldn't be,
Just teenage years,
And anger inside that wants to burst,

Screaming may help and crying too,
But neither will work because there is you,
If i ever cry your shoulder is there,
If I'm ever sad your hug always brings cheer,

Whatever it may be,
There's always a hand,
But best of all,
Is your hug that never ends!