Staring at the ceiling...
The same one I'd seen before.
Never before had i paid attention.
To the details of the paint.
Swept and circled, beautifully patterned,
just like my diversity of you.
Never before, had the sounds of night.
Of trees pelting against each other,
And the howling of the wind,
put me to sleep with such a placid mind.
Never before, had i felt safe with the covers off,
Instead of hiding myself beneath layers.
We were both naked on the outside, and in.
There was nothing like that smile on your face.
It never faded, and never felt fake.
I shivered at the shock.
that i could make you smile that way.
Never before had i felt so special.
And later that night,
i dreamt only of you.
I hadn't ever felt so Comfortable...
But..Only now have i realized,
I'd be forever happy to live the rest of my life,
Feeling the way i was,
with you by my side.
That night...
Staring at the ceiling...
